Toto je přesná kopie vycenzurovaných webových stránek jakéhosi kanadského pedofila, který si říkal "Ronald McDonald".
Zde je s autorovým souhlasem použita od roku 1997 jako dokumentační příloha článku o dětské pornografii na internetu, publikovaného v našem tehdejším webzinu
Virtuální kabaret Martina Maniše.
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This is mirror of a censored web site by some Canadian pedophile called himself "Ronald McDonald".
Used here by permission from 1997 as a documentation for the article about child porn on internet, published in the Martin Manis's Virtual Cabaret
(former Czech webzine, in the Czech language only).
WHY PEOPLE ARE MISINFORMED ABOUT PEDOPHILES
Most persons are woefully ignorant about who and what pedophiles are. The ignorance is astounding, but understandable given the position that pedophilia occupies in most societies. People get the wrong ideas often, and there are a number of reasons why-some are simple lack-of-knowledge errors and others are much more complex having to do with long-standing prejudices and phobias. Several of the the key reasons follow...
It is crucial to understand this fact to avoid the traps and pitfalls many are taken in by. Most studies of "pedophiles" are misleading because they are biased against pedophilia in an emotional way. That is, most researchers treat pedophilia as a sickness without any counter-argument, so any findings are almost always lacking in objectivity. The research is conducted along the lines that pedophiles are ALWAYS abusers and child-molesters and this is RARELY so. If one starts with a faulty premise, he/she must invariably reach a faulty conclusion! Differentiation between outright force and coercion (i.e. rape and near-rape) is rarely made, and pedophiles are lumped with other sexual offenders on the presumption that a child can NEVER EVER give consent. Even if the child appears to enjoy or initiate contact in some cases, this is ignored flatly. Pedophiles simply are NOT rapists or child molesters! What researchers overlook in their haste to condemn (a bias which is usually held at the outset of so-called "research", thus poisoning and invalidating the results) is that MOST CHILD MOLESTING IS IN FACT DONE BY NON-PEDOPHILES! This fact is not heard because people jump to the conclusion that if an adult has sex with a child, he/she MUST be a pedophile. Not so! In fact, such a person who has sex with a minor in a typical "abuse" case actually IS abusive! Who is this person? Answer: An individual obsessed with power and control (sort of like a rapist) who is USING the child for sexual gratification because they think the are "an easy mark" in their minds. This individual threatens kids to force compliance, and is not really erotically attracted or emotionally attached to kids. Such an adult cares little about kids except for sex and exploitation. Usually, this is a stepfather, family friend, or someone like that who is typically "normal" in other respects-but he/she is NOT a pedophile. This person may have "normal" heterosexual sex with other adults frequently, and the child is a convenient target to abuse and get kicks from. A child-loving pedophile, on the other hand, is actually sexually excited AND usually emotionally drawn to children. He/she loves kids, and likes to be in their company. It is NOT a power thing, it is a way of life itself to a pedophile. Yes, a pedophile does sometimes have sex with kids, but rarely in great numbers and it is NOT a forcing coercive thing. The pedophile and child are often VERY close and the child is NOT made to do anything against his/her will. The pedophile is by his/her very definition NOT a child-molester! Pedophiles do not view children as definite subordinates, which is invariably the case with non-pedophiles-abusers and non-abusers alike. Pedophiles usually do not have sex with kids, even though they want to do so. The reasons vary, but usually a pedophile who decides to cross that line cares about the child deeply and vice versa. But people see sexual abuse cases and attribute them to "pedophiles", who are not the abusers in most of those cases, and they lump them with sexual offenders who DO abuse children. The point to remember is that these stepfathers and other traditional child sex offenders are NOT pedophiles at heart, but are victimizers looking for a mark. These people are no more like pedophiles than rapists are like heterosexual men!
Due to the hysteria in the media, people think pedophiles (whom they have already incorrectly lumped with real child-molesters) are on the make "preying" on the innocence of kids everywhere they get a chance. Firstly, most pedophiles are in fact celibate and abstinate except for masturbation. They do not get as many "opportunities" to be with kids in real life as the general public thinks. Again, people keep confusing pedophiles (who love children) with rapists and people who "prey" on kids. In articles about pedophiles (usually about molesters-who are NOT pedophiles) every other line says something like "pedophiles or child molesters (one and the same to society) prey on kids whenever possible and many have hundreds of victims who are harmed for life", etc. The writers do not understand how little two-way sex pedophiles usually have, and are once again confusing regular sex offenders with pedophiles who are NOT the same!
Again, this does not pertain to most pedophiles. They love kids and are emotionally into them and sexually stimulated by their appearence and manner, etc. A sexual offender, besides the power trip, is into kids as TARGETS for convenient sexual play to get off in a pure, sexual manner. This person can get excited by a child because it is a sexual situation when the child is having it with them. But they are not really turned on by kids per-se. A pedophile, on the other hand, actually finds kids erotically appealing and they become excited by the child himself or herself in a true way, like a common heterosexual male becomes when he sees a pretty nude female adult. Do you see the difference? It is an emotional thing also to most pedophiles. An abuser could care less about the child's feelings-his/her gratification is paramount. A pedophile wants to be with kids and cares about them and their lives, and often loves the child he/she has sex with. Pedophiles are not into power trips and see kids as persons with rights.
This is the opposite of what a pedophile believes in doing! Again for thousandth time, many of these persons are sexual offenders, not pedophiles-who are being confused with these persons. Pedophiles do not "trick" their child or threaten them, because to be a pedophile means that you see kids as human beings with rights and a not as property. The reason the general public thinks pedophiles think this way is simply a projection of how the public thinks IT would act/react if in the same shoes as a pedophile, whom society rarely understands. It takes a pedophile to understand a pedophile. A "regular" adult assumes a pedophile will "take advantage of a chiild's innocence" and threaten them since that adult is not thinking through the mind of a pedophile-he/she is imagining how THEY would behave if a criminal bent on abusing a child. Pedophiles are not interested in making kids do as they command, because it is demeaning to the person they love-the child. Since pedophiles are typically ticked off enough at the abuse kids get from most adults, the last thing on their minds is doing the same thing to their own child-lover! All of this garbage is simply an extension of the idea that kids cannot ever give consent to sex. A pedophile does not even need to trick or threaten a child to have sex with them-the child usually loves the pedophile and comes willingly and the sex is not forcing or rough, so the child enjoy it and feels fine about it. The trouble comes when the guilt over not doing anything sets in perpetuated by adults who insist that a child must say no and NEVER yes. This is the problem! The relationship MUST be conducted in secret since who would condone it other than the pedophile and child? This adds more problems, but again, they are not the fault of the pedophile or child. It is society and their guilt and repression of sex and associating it with "dirtyness" that does harm to kids in sexual relationships.
This last point is a common misconception with a grain of truth. Pedophiles are not crazy, they are simply sexually-oriented towards children, and are not any more mad than a a typical lesbian or gay man. A pedophile expends a great deal of time and energy defending his/her choice. They develop persecution complexes sometimes because people really are out to get them! It is very hard being a pedophile. One is denied access to kids usually, and this is quite frustrating to pedophiles, naturally. It is no wonder some act out in desperation, leading a few of them to actually abuse kids like sexual offenders since they cannot obtain release. Pedophiles are routinely screened out of youth organizations and this leads to no contact (and emotional gratification) and interaction with kids, which is usually even more important to pedophiles than sex itself is with a child. On the net, pedophile sites are outnumbered by anti-pedophile sites (often loaded with misinformation about pedophiles) by a 50-1 margin. Most of the child porn on Usenet was produced prior to 1980, before a general crackdown on it occurred. Pedophiles have hard time getting outlets and the few ones they have are censored or taken away by people who are ignorant but more powerful. In a sense, pedophiles have plenty in common with and can truly identify with kids-they are routinely ignored and their rights are trampled-even free speech rights. It is amazing that pedophiles are NOT mentally ill, given how rough their lives often are. Pedophiles cannot stand up for themselves openly since their families would often desert them and society would banish them also. Many persons claim pedophiles are cowards, that they should stand up for what they think is right-but those people have never been pedophiles! You go through life with legions of people hating you, spitting on you, and yet you are often the kindest most moral person on the block! The proof is in the current wave of censorship of the few pedophile advocacy sites on the net. This one will undoubtably join the ranks of the censored and attacked-simply for stating an opinion! This site has no child pornography, so it cannot possibly be illegal-only poilitically incorrect. It is tough to get the truth out when others do not wish to hear it! Pedophiles are the most challenged minority group around, and have a long tough road to gaining acceptance. Hopefully, this page will help toward obtaining pedosexual freedom.
This is a guide for those of us who have made the decision (or are compelled by individual circumstances) to avoid kids altogether and desire sexual relief. If you are a true pedophile-i.e. a boy or girl lover, this is not a good substitute for the relationships and LOVE you crave with kids, but it does relieve SOME of the tension. Some of your attraction to kids IS sexual, there is nothing wrong with that. But situations being as they often are, it is hard to express this safely and in a healthy manner.
Take me for instance. I am a "girl-loving" pedophile man. We desire girls on more than a sexual level alone. I am very turned on erotically by young girls, but that does not mean in real life that I would attempt sex with ALL of them based only on lust! I have personally seen or even known such girls, pretty and drop dead sexy to me, that I was very attracted to (lust) but I would not act upon those feelings even if given the chance since I did not have a real relationship with the girl and no true love feelings for her. Call me old-fashioned, but I would generally tend to have to care about her to even consider sex seriously. The reason girls are important and attractive to me is more than sexual-it is a deep emotional need to connect with young girls. Too me, (like a "boy-lover") just being with her actually is most of it, and other non-sexual things like helping her with her homework, talking, playing and walking together are a big part of my attraction. Do not get me wrong, there is a sexual feeling, but it is strongest in the context of something more. I have to have her love to enjoy her body fully.
As fate would have it, I am not in the situation I would like to be, around girls to establish real relationships. My primary outlet is my feelings for them as expressed by thoughts and sexual desire. If you are like me, you are are a pedophile who is mostly abstinate EXCEPT for masturbation, which serves as your only outlet to express who and what you are. This article is about satifying our physical needs to some extent (but not emotional) by discussing masturbation methods/techniques as they apply to us. Most pedophiles fall in the "celibate except for masturbation" category, often not by choice, but it is reality. Most of us are not in a position to establish relationships with whom we want. So, the only thing we can do is satisfy our sexual urge part of our pedophilia via masturbation, and suffer in silence. I will help you do this expertly.
You need to learn to masturbate for release of sexual tension and do so with the objects of your desire in mind. This is easier said than done, but it can be accomplished with the right approach. The first resource I will point you to is the following link to the Masturbation FAQ, which details auto-erotic methods for both sexes. It shows you HOW to masturbate with all of the common proceedures. The URL is:
http://weber.u.washington.edu/~sfpse/l/sex/masturba.txtAfter you are in command of the mechanics, the next step is to collect child-related materials for masturbatory purposes. First, you must know how! Regarding internet/usenet pics, (the #1 sexual release tool for today's techno-literate pedophiles) you need to read the alt.binaries.pictures.erotica.pre-teen FAQ first which is contained elsewhere on this site. (No space-find in Slurp's site, given on link page 6) This article shows you HOW and where to save the pictures and safety/legal concerns. It is a very complete guide which you MUST read! Most of the masturbation resources are listed below (use all of them to masturbate or as many as possible) and are treated in some detail:
1) Nude photos. These are available on Usenet and can be saved to diskettes-which is something you MUST do as a modern pedophile. Look in alt.binaries.pictures.nudism for these pictures to save in your collection. Both sexes are featured for your enjoyment.
2) Nudist publications. This is in the same vein as the above newsgroup. You can find lists of such organizations elsewhere on this site. (No space-find at Slurp's site, given on link page 6) You can usually legally subscribe and receive the issues with photos by mail.
3) Hard-core sex photos of kids with adults or other children. There is not very much of this in existence, in spite of what the fear-mongering public thinks. You have to dig hard for it often. These pics float around the net on Usenet in alt.sex.pedophilia and all of the other pedophile newsgroups. The only way to find them is to surf for hours and hope they surface. You can request certain series (do so anonymously!) but you may or may not get anyone to post the images you request. Most of these photos are old, 20+ years ago before the crackdown on "kiddie-porn" took place. Many times the kids do NOT look in pain or abused, but this is subject to debate, and in some cases, the kids are CLEARLY suffering! Certainly, I do not advocate force or pain being used on ANY child, but some of this stuff appears to be concensual or non-traumatic. In those cases, I advocate collecting the pics, I find the others distasteful (you probably do too) since I HATE people who hurt kids. In any case, since this is a part of what we long for, most pedophiles need these photos as an outlet. It is very arousing to me to see a 9 year old girl performing fellatio-I highly reccomend such images! You need to be patient to save these to disks by surfing the newsgroups ad infinitum. It is well worth the wait to build a collection! Regarding IRC (Internet Relay Chat) pic trading-beware! Cops patrol this medium. It may be possible to get pics there, but be careful. Pedophiles must hide who they are to remain outside of jail! Do not BUY pictures. That supports "kiddie-porno" as a business. Only trade with others. The safest way is posting scanned or saved photos on Usenet. IRC is more risky. If you do it right, you can disguise who you are pretty well, as explained in the FAQ described earlier. Save pics to 3.5 floppy disks and NEVER on your hard drive! You do not want to get caught with "hard" evidence.
4) Drawings or cartoons. Do not laugh! These are useful. One series called LART or "Little ART" depicts nude poses by very young little girls. If this is your taste, you have an outlet! These have been posted to the pre-teen and pedophile newsgroups on Usenet in the past. Save them to diskettes as you would "real" photos and use them to masturbate. Japanese anime is another example. I give naked Sailor Moon links on this site-check them out. Tape the show or get videos of it if possible! The Japanese are closet pedophiles to the max! The girls in anime often look much younger than even their suppposed character ages. These are often overlooked resources by pedophiles!
5) Pedophile sex stories. One of the best masturbation tools around! I give a list of links to site featuring pedo sex stories. These describe in detail sex between adults and kids of both sexes. You can use these for release in concert with the other materials. Stories involving pedophilia are often listed as being "pedo" in the part that describes content. Look for this quick guide to story-types on such material.
5) Cut-outs. Many Pedophiles do this. It sounds strange and desperate, but, hey, we are used to such lives, right? Sunday newspapers have inserts for Ward's JC Penney, Sears, K-Mart, etc., that feature mostly non-sexual pictures of pre-teens. But many of them are very CUTE! You simply cut them out with scissors and paste them in albums or notebooks which are spiral bound by attaching them to the pages. You can build a huge collection over time, and many pedophiles are discovered with such masturbatory aids. If you are lucky, you can find pics that feature your tastes in kids that are partially clad, such as beach or summer scenes. I highly reccomend this practice-it is cheap, harmless, and fun! You can order big formal catalogues from department stores via mail for this purpose, too. Many feature children in undergarments (yummy!) and it is a little more expensive than color inserts for newspapers, but it is still plausible. A guide to catalogues featuring children is found on Slurp's site given on link page six.
6) Underground magazines. If you can still find these, good luck. They are often cop-bait. "Lolita" magazines are rare these days, and you better be careful who you get them from. I say more power to you if you can get some-and I hope you stay out of jail.
7) Mainstream movies. I give lists elsewhere on this site of movies that contain pre-teens in them as stars of both sexes. (No space-find at Slurp's site, given on link page 6) You can really use these to masturbate to when scenes involving your favorite child actor occur. These movies are on video and you can buy or rent them from several sources. I recently masturbated to an 11 year old Solei Moon Frye (Punky Brewster!) in "You Ruined My Life" and believe me, she did not ruin it!
8) Masturbating unobserved while watching children. This is the best method ever! One can do this easily hidden behind a drawn blind window (with cracks judiciously placed) while observing neighbor children at play near your home. Do this carefully-you must be CERTAIN nobody sees you at any time while doing this! You must be alone and have an unblocked view. Once, I did this and was a heartbeat away from climaxing and girl's parents came out on the adjacent driveway of my house where she was playing jacks and took her in the family van almost without warning to go to a grocery store! I nearly died and wanted to slap her mom by taking her beautiful pre-teen body away from me just before my release! I like doing this and you will too-just be careful NOBODY sees you doing this!
9) Purchasing Children's undergaments. If you are like me, you LOVE little girls panties! You can by them from department stores (say they are for your daughter/little sister if anybody asks) and use them to masturbate with or on. I suppose mail-order would carry them, too. This is a fun toy to use in masturbation sessions. Get some today!
10) Videos of young gymnasts/athletes, tv show kids and child audio tapes. These round out our discussion as masturbation aids. I like all three. You can get the sports related vidoes at various stores and on web sites pictures of young athletes in tribute pages abound. Consider all the Dominique Moceanu sites there are on the web replete with pics! Man, I fell in love with her during the 96 olympics and half of the rest of the U.S.A. Women's (girls!) Olympic Team! These web pages often have many pics for your enjoyment. Television shows often feature young actors/actresses you can really get into. I like "Lucy" on 7th Heaven and even Party of fives' Lacy Chabert (Claudia). You can tape these shows that feature children you find attractive. Audio tapes are another thing altogether. You can find these featuring girls and boys from various sources. They are not that common, but they do exist. Usually, they are kids talking to other kids in youth forums and the like. Sometimes, they are instructional series materials aimed at elementary school kids to encourage learning by making the "teacher" someone of their own age-level. Good luck at getting this hard-to-find source as a masturbatory aid. You will just have to keep your eyes and ears peeled.
In conclusion, I want to encourage ALL pedophiles to use these safe, easy outlets to satisfy their sexual urges when and if children are not available, or if you have chosen to exclude them for moral, ethical, or legal reasons. In the future, I hope you DO consider REAL children as options, for it is the only true path for pedophile and child liberation in the long-run. These methods are tried and true, and there may be others I have forgot to list, but this listing is fairly complete. Please use these methods to let off steam, it is unhealthy to suppress your urges. You are what you are, and you will be a pedophile for life-start accepting it and TRY to satisfy your hunger.
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